Hurt so bad

Long long way to go

Its been years

The feeling towards you?

Extraordinary

Let it go!

Thats what i thought to do now

A moment ago

Im =)

But a second ago

Im =(

Feelings changed in second

But do you change in a second?

Letting go is the best way for you and me

It is a good started for you

And me?

A good beginning though

I hope so

Why is it so complicated?

Because i compiled it all in a stack

Feels like shit i would said

My heart dropped out

My heart beat hard

My blood flow hard

How selfish i am

I should think about your feeling

Before i started all these

But now i relieved

Because you found your happiness

God bless you

Finally the End of 2010 ♥

Flipped back the years.

Lots of thing had changed my life.

Jobs.

Friends.

Life.

Time to plan

Time to wake up

Time for a change

My close leader had resigned and move forward to her plan

We are all leading by new fellas

Still under probation

well,

I dont feel like talking about job

Lets talk about people

People that i met

Once upon a time

I met a bunch of great people

I thought they are gr8*

But end up they are bastard,fakeass.!

Hell yeah!

Fuckerss!

Lazy want to tell.

Its too long.

Like i said,

New year

New plan

New friends

=)

J.U.N.E

Just a Bad June

A bad luck month

I mean I dont have luck at all

Nope!

Just a frustrating month to go

Seriously,

It is just another bad day to go

Tired is all i can say

I wish there was someone that can hug me every second

I wish there was someone that can protect me every second

My guardian angel

Where are you?

I need you badly! T.T

I want my luck back!

I spent some time for a short vacation

I miss it so much

The performance of my annual dinner is getting tight

The time is getting near

But our practise is too less

I was so worried

But useless

I cant worry too much

Because its not me alone doing that

I need a whole team to help

Pray to God that everything is fine

I hope tomorrow will be a better day

And i always hope for that

God,if you hear me,Please help me.

Show me a way

Im so stressed up =/

Just Not in The Mood =/

My feeling is BLUE

It is somehow just not in the mood

Went to work

Wait for the time to pass

So i can finish my work and ciao

While doing some counter housekeeping

Heard some news

One of my colleague last day today

It is funny

I thought it is funny on how human being react sometimes

I learnt and see a lot of thing in life

Different people

Different perspectives

Different styles

Different thoughts

Somehow

All of us are just different in any angle

I heard the story of it

I found it is childish

Somehow

Both parties are childish

Shouldn't you supposed to know how to handle your responsibilities?

I mean when you are "someone" that given the responsibilities

You are supposed to know and can handle everything

Just not being childish

Not just complain this and that

While you yourself do the same shit

sigh~

Somehow

Im not someone "big"

I cant help anyone

I just treat it as a lesson

So i take double armor

Just to protect and prevent

I found that the M is just a lousy leader

Well,

This is the perspectives for now

Who knows

Maybe i can see something great on the M side

Hopefully~~

I just somehow pity A

A is a nice fella

Just that sometimes he too STRAIGHT

He doesnt like to polish shoes

I understand that

But somehow

Maybe there is something between that i dont know

I just heard it from one side

I guess i just need to experience it myself so i know what is going on actually

So complicated

Its just a small workplace

But can make it like a battlefield

Like a very BIg battlefield

Wonder why not the humans can live happily

When they are connected

They should appreciated with what they have

Somehow sometimes

People just need to experience the lost so they can appreciate each other

Be harmony please

For your future =/

Daniel Powter-Bad Day (lyrics)

Bad Day =(

Chapter 1

Im having a bad day

Woke up early in the morning

Not much i remembered

Just did some stupid activity that arranged by Parkson

So-called "FIRE DRILL"

What the heck is that?

Something like when the fire is around

You just gotta escape

Sounds ridiculous

When the time we line up

I guess we are burn to death already

IDIOT~!

I had a talked with some other gals from other brand

Gathered quite an information from them

I guess i just keep it in heart rather then write it out

Something confidential

Well,

Today sales just 1325

Quite bad actually

Dint hit my daily target

Replenish the stock

Learn something new today

About the store room and stock

The M came to work

Listen to the philosophy of work

Scan some to the memory as a reminder in future

Kinda shocked when heard of some conflict

Normal stuff

Conflict in your workplace

But just do your own task and mind your own business

Zipped it up guys

We are in a same boat

We are Teamwork

Dont forget that.

Chapter 2

This one worst

I thought i can back home fast

Who knows

The train got problem

I already check out later for almost 20mins

But the result i end up at home at 8pm

This is just a waste of time

But what can i do?

I do nothing but wait to the fucking to function

Gosh~~

Can you imagine you stand for 30mins to wait to get in the train?

And you stand for almost 1hour in the train?

Fuck that shit~!

It is the WORST day ever

Spoiled my mood

My foot pain like hell

Wearing a wrong shoes to work today

Not supposed to be in that heels.

Dammit!

Today will be the day that i fuck a lot

Its fucked up

Thats all i can said

Chapter 3

Reached home

Showering

Enjoying the Palmolive

Its just smells nice

Went down to mamak alone

Ordered Maggi Goreng Ayam

The Ayam was not tasty and i guess its still fresh in blood

Yucks!

The Maggi too soften to be eaten

The teh ais tasted like water

What the heck is wrong with me today?

God~!

Why you fool me up today?Sigh~

Went to fill in the water

Even the machine bully me

I put in 60cents but it doesnt work

While i walked away

The machine works on others

Wtf?

Will you mad when this shit happens?

Well,

Im speechless

What else will i get tomorrow?

We will see

I will update about it

Cant wait for tomorrow

I know what is it

I hope to tie you up tight tight ♥

The End of Basic School Training ♥

Today was the last day of my training,

Will miss it so much,

Especially my colleague them,

From Kota Kinabalu, Kuantan, JB and of course KL too.

They were

Cherrie from KK,

Linda from JB,

Lai Ying and Sheryl from Kuantan,

Junne from PBU,

Prince from Sogo

Florence from IsetanGarden.

Different states,

Different prsonality,

Different ages,

And here we are together under one roof.

Funny how the way it was,

When i think back of the first day im there,

And now im done.

But is not the end yet,

Still have the long journey to go.

This is just a beginning of my journey.

But i act like it was my last journey.

Because we bid farewell to each other,

Taking contact number and email.

And not forget FB too.

=) ♥

I got the cash ticket a lot so i won some gift,

It is a skincare set.

Prince won it too.

He won the category of creative person.

I think he is.

Geraldine gave some advice to us,

And she gaves me compliment.

Happy.

This is the hard work that give everyday,

So in return i got to win something in life.

Maybe thats what i learn in life.

We learn all the time.

No matter how old we are,

We are still learning.

Basically i learn something new everyday.

Just that i dont have good memory so i tend to be forgetful.

hmmm...

No cure.

Hardworking will help.

In these 5 days,

I learnt a lot.

Product knowledges,

Customer services,

Different personalities,

Handling different kind of people,

Sharing thoughts,

And i learn to adapt KL so called Hectic life.

I went to catch the train early morning,

Where all the people rushing to get gold,

After training,

Took KTM,

Worst experiences,

I hope i always the lucky one,

People pushing and pushing until all of them fix in that small train,

The smells,

The air,

Faint!!

I really hate that.

But i found that there are Ladies Couch.

I tried to be in there once.

And it was great.

Better a lot.

Some people are civilised but not all.

Still got men that dont care at all

But luckily the security there do their work.

They asked all the men out and let ladies in.

haha~! Good job dude!

This is what working life about.

Back to home,

My room,

My scent,

I smell that.

But something bothering me.

Loneliness.

I guess thats what life is about.

When you are far away from family,

This is what you will think,

Most of the time.

Miss my home,

Miss my B,

Miss my sisters,

Miss my ah pui and ah gal,

Miss the time back.

I want to do time reversing!!!!