Thursday, February 11, 2010

-TaSte Of LiFe-


LIFE
In a day,
I get to try five different tastes of life
I will start off with SWEET
Early morning,
I saw the moon was smilling towards me
Its incredible
How the nature could be so just beautiful
It lights up my day.
Thanks Mr Moon.

SOUR
Heart felt sour
Realised that someone trying to hide
Thiinking of wtf is wrong
But then
Anger conquering the mind
Making it more insane
Are you happy with it?

SALTY
Felt salty because of sweating
Doing the house chores whole morning
Counted as exercising
Its fun
Though
Tired
Just could not get back to sleep
So clean clean clean the mess

HOT
Freaking hot
The weather i mean
Getting hotter and hotter
What is wrong with you,Mr Sunshine?
Could you not just snow?
I know it sounds moron.
In tropical country like here,
But who knows,
One day,
Mr Sunshine shows out his ability to change his plan.
Go Mr Sunshine!!

BITTER
What if someone that you heart off doing something that hurt you?
Sounds pain?
Yea,it does!
Fark that fella.
Ruined people's feeling
What do you want from me actually?
You lift me up higher to reach the stars,
And you let me down to ground to reach the earth.
What is the matter?
I prefer you just tell it out rather than you hide it.
I prefer you come to talk face to face as a man.
Not hiding like sissy.
We are all grown up.
Dont play the kids shit.
THis is not hide and seek.
I will fark off myself.
You wont see me again.
Dont worry.
I know what i need to do.
I feel better in this way.
Anyway,
Thanks for the Memories!

Monday, February 8, 2010

Miserable


Feelings come and go.
Friends come and go.
Family forever staying in heart.
No maTTer what.
I got to lift myself up.
Listening to the songs.
The song that you told me.
The song that you promised to play for me.
I remembered the Promise.
I wonder if you do so.
Everything seems so far.
It was just like yesterday.
But when i awake.
It seems like years ago.
The feeling.
Just rather be fake.
Hating to be real.
Real is killing.
Im trying hard.
Doing hard.
Having hard.
Even wonder do you know what happen to me?
I need a hug.
I need a care.
I need a talk.
I need a kiss.
Last one from you.
Before we go on different path.
I guess it is just a dream afterall.
I hope i sleep forever.
Not knowing what is happening around.
The end.
Im listening to Lamb of God-Now Youve Got Smth To Die For.

Monday, February 1, 2010

Symphony Of The Night


Stars are shining.
The moon is smiling.
The owls are singing.
But me.
Are thinking.
Think of
How nice if the time turns back.
How nice if i were 6.
How nice if i dont need to worry about future.
How nice if i ever get to see my beloved uncle.
How nice if i ever get to see my beloved aunt.
I miss.
Every moments,every seconds of the time that past.
Think of
When will i ever get that feelings back?
Just come back to me.
Silly me.
That wont happen if the world comes down.
Its not a fairytale.
We are living in a reality world not fantasy.
I better get my ass to bed
Go back to the land where i cant find it when i wake up next.