J.U.N.E

Just a Bad June

A bad luck month

I mean I dont have luck at all

Nope!

Just a frustrating month to go

Seriously,

It is just another bad day to go

Tired is all i can say

I wish there was someone that can hug me every second

I wish there was someone that can protect me every second

My guardian angel

Where are you?

I need you badly! T.T

I want my luck back!

I spent some time for a short vacation

I miss it so much

The performance of my annual dinner is getting tight

The time is getting near

But our practise is too less

I was so worried

But useless

I cant worry too much

Because its not me alone doing that

I need a whole team to help

Pray to God that everything is fine

I hope tomorrow will be a better day

And i always hope for that

God,if you hear me,Please help me.

Show me a way

Im so stressed up =/

Just Not in The Mood =/

My feeling is BLUE

It is somehow just not in the mood

Went to work

Wait for the time to pass

So i can finish my work and ciao

While doing some counter housekeeping

Heard some news

One of my colleague last day today

It is funny

I thought it is funny on how human being react sometimes

I learnt and see a lot of thing in life

Different people

Different perspectives

Different styles

Different thoughts

Somehow

All of us are just different in any angle

I heard the story of it

I found it is childish

Somehow

Both parties are childish

Shouldn't you supposed to know how to handle your responsibilities?

I mean when you are "someone" that given the responsibilities

You are supposed to know and can handle everything

Just not being childish

Not just complain this and that

While you yourself do the same shit

sigh~

Somehow

Im not someone "big"

I cant help anyone

I just treat it as a lesson

So i take double armor

Just to protect and prevent

I found that the M is just a lousy leader

Well,

This is the perspectives for now

Who knows

Maybe i can see something great on the M side

Hopefully~~

I just somehow pity A

A is a nice fella

Just that sometimes he too STRAIGHT

He doesnt like to polish shoes

I understand that

But somehow

Maybe there is something between that i dont know

I just heard it from one side

I guess i just need to experience it myself so i know what is going on actually

So complicated

Its just a small workplace

But can make it like a battlefield

Like a very BIg battlefield

Wonder why not the humans can live happily

When they are connected

They should appreciated with what they have

Somehow sometimes

People just need to experience the lost so they can appreciate each other

Be harmony please

For your future =/

Daniel Powter-Bad Day (lyrics)

Bad Day =(

Chapter 1

Im having a bad day

Woke up early in the morning

Not much i remembered

Just did some stupid activity that arranged by Parkson

So-called "FIRE DRILL"

What the heck is that?

Something like when the fire is around

You just gotta escape

Sounds ridiculous

When the time we line up

I guess we are burn to death already

IDIOT~!

I had a talked with some other gals from other brand

Gathered quite an information from them

I guess i just keep it in heart rather then write it out

Something confidential

Well,

Today sales just 1325

Quite bad actually

Dint hit my daily target

Replenish the stock

Learn something new today

About the store room and stock

The M came to work

Listen to the philosophy of work

Scan some to the memory as a reminder in future

Kinda shocked when heard of some conflict

Normal stuff

Conflict in your workplace

But just do your own task and mind your own business

Zipped it up guys

We are in a same boat

We are Teamwork

Dont forget that.

Chapter 2

This one worst

I thought i can back home fast

Who knows

The train got problem

I already check out later for almost 20mins

But the result i end up at home at 8pm

This is just a waste of time

But what can i do?

I do nothing but wait to the fucking to function

Gosh~~

Can you imagine you stand for 30mins to wait to get in the train?

And you stand for almost 1hour in the train?

Fuck that shit~!

It is the WORST day ever

Spoiled my mood

My foot pain like hell

Wearing a wrong shoes to work today

Not supposed to be in that heels.

Dammit!

Today will be the day that i fuck a lot

Its fucked up

Thats all i can said

Chapter 3

Reached home

Showering

Enjoying the Palmolive

Its just smells nice

Went down to mamak alone

Ordered Maggi Goreng Ayam

The Ayam was not tasty and i guess its still fresh in blood

Yucks!

The Maggi too soften to be eaten

The teh ais tasted like water

What the heck is wrong with me today?

God~!

Why you fool me up today?Sigh~

Went to fill in the water

Even the machine bully me

I put in 60cents but it doesnt work

While i walked away

The machine works on others

Wtf?

Will you mad when this shit happens?

Well,

Im speechless

What else will i get tomorrow?

We will see

I will update about it

Cant wait for tomorrow

I know what is it

I hope to tie you up tight tight ♥

The End of Basic School Training ♥

Today was the last day of my training,

Will miss it so much,

Especially my colleague them,

From Kota Kinabalu, Kuantan, JB and of course KL too.

They were

Cherrie from KK,

Linda from JB,

Lai Ying and Sheryl from Kuantan,

Junne from PBU,

Prince from Sogo

Florence from IsetanGarden.

Different states,

Different prsonality,

Different ages,

And here we are together under one roof.

Funny how the way it was,

When i think back of the first day im there,

And now im done.

But is not the end yet,

Still have the long journey to go.

This is just a beginning of my journey.

But i act like it was my last journey.

Because we bid farewell to each other,

Taking contact number and email.

And not forget FB too.

=) ♥

I got the cash ticket a lot so i won some gift,

It is a skincare set.

Prince won it too.

He won the category of creative person.

I think he is.

Geraldine gave some advice to us,

And she gaves me compliment.

Happy.

This is the hard work that give everyday,

So in return i got to win something in life.

Maybe thats what i learn in life.

We learn all the time.

No matter how old we are,

We are still learning.

Basically i learn something new everyday.

Just that i dont have good memory so i tend to be forgetful.

hmmm...

No cure.

Hardworking will help.

In these 5 days,

I learnt a lot.

Product knowledges,

Customer services,

Different personalities,

Handling different kind of people,

Sharing thoughts,

And i learn to adapt KL so called Hectic life.

I went to catch the train early morning,

Where all the people rushing to get gold,

After training,

Took KTM,

Worst experiences,

I hope i always the lucky one,

People pushing and pushing until all of them fix in that small train,

The smells,

The air,

Faint!!

I really hate that.

But i found that there are Ladies Couch.

I tried to be in there once.

And it was great.

Better a lot.

Some people are civilised but not all.

Still got men that dont care at all

But luckily the security there do their work.

They asked all the men out and let ladies in.

haha~! Good job dude!

This is what working life about.

Back to home,

My room,

My scent,

I smell that.

But something bothering me.

Loneliness.

I guess thats what life is about.

When you are far away from family,

This is what you will think,

Most of the time.

Miss my home,

Miss my B,

Miss my sisters,

Miss my ah pui and ah gal,

Miss the time back.

I want to do time reversing!!!!

Exhausted =/

It has been an exhausted weekend for me

Working working and working

Off one day is not enough

But so far

Everything goes well

Nothing is wrong

I hit my target sales everyday

A good start

Even hit 4k twice

Its a very good result for me as a newbie

My manager also gave some compliments

Maybe to drive me to be better person

Im forced to be hardworking

And hard work did paid a good result

Long Long way to go

Many many things to learn

Time passed

Hard work proves it all

My ♥

Cant imagine the day without you

Cant imagine the time without you

Cant imagine my life without you

You are so near to me

Yet i want it to be more

I guess im just greedy

Im spoiled

And now i need to learn to be independent

I need to be tough

I need to be strong

I need to hold back my tears

I need to hold back my childish attitude

I just gotta hold back everything

So that i could learn to live without you

I hope i can

I try to be i can

Just for you

B ♥

Day Off ♥

Perfect day off,

Yesterday was the happiest day ever,

Went to work with no worries,

Manager Offday,

Met a new colleague,

She's a make-up artist,

Happy-Go-Lucky person,

Humorous too,

Loud voice she had,

Taught me a lot of things,

Taught me to be a positive person all time,

With her working together,

No stress at all,

Maybe she just slowly come with me,

Told me about her story,

She worked for EsteeLauder for nine years,

Since she graduated from Diploma at Tarc,

She just like me,

Worked till now,

Beauty Consultant also then transferred to make-up artist,

I thought to transfer too,

Maybe after i master all the skills,

All of us fight for Japan trip,

I worked hard and learn hard,

So that i wont dissapoint the whole team,

Fight for JAPAN trip!!!!

Today is off day though,

can have a GOOD GOOD rest,

Legs muscle pain,

Toes and foot pain,

time to rest,

But still felt that the time tickle damn farking fast,

Can you just tickle slowly a bit??

So that my offday will be longer =)

Working

Honeymoon is over,

This is the fourth day of working,

Im so exhausted,

Need to absorb lots of things in a short time,

I just gotta make myself love this job,

Sales sales sales,

Its all about sales,

sigh~

This makes me very stress,

But what can i do?

Seems like i dont have much choices,

I dont even know what i want to do,

Thats the farked up shit,

If don even know what to do then how to find choices?

So i just gotta adapt the environment and the cultures and the way how it works,

But so far,

I met a good colleague,

They are just nice,

Hopefully i can stand,

Hopefully i can be strong,

And hopefully i can be independent enough.

This job is all about ability,interest,independent and creative.

Creative in how to sell the products.

Sigh~Selling is sucking.

Shits do happen in life sometimes.

*Memories*

Before another day reach,

I always flipped back to the past,

I think i like to think back about the past,

Thought back to the days that we always hanging out,

Tiru,KuanJie,Kelv,Sean and Brian.

They were the friends that i used to be with after i raeched here,

They were just awesome,

Thats all i can said,

Although the days with them were short,

But it feels like years,

Laughter never stops us,

Jokes never leave us,

Craps never miss out.

I miss the days with them.

I really hope that we will be hanging out again like we used to be.

Everyday i mean.

I dont mind to listen to crap everyday.

It makes my day.

It carves a =) on my face.

I just miss them so much.

Tiru the cold one,

KuanJie the blurr one,

Kelv the humourous one,

Sean the quiet one,

Brian the funniest one.

Different type of men live together creates the special aura.

Hahaha!!

♥

♥ ♥ ♥ B.A.D ♥ ♥ ♥

What more can i say?

There's nothing more to say

Because i was in the story

Stuck in the middle

Messing with the problems

Hoping the situation wont get worst

What more can i ask for?

There's nothing much i can ask

Besides of

Waiting Waiting Waiting

Waiting for the time to pass

Waiting for the time to prove

Waiting for the time to change

Waiting for the time to decide

For my job hunting

It was down

One down

Means i was accepted

1st of May will be the battle

That will be my first day at work

Wish myself luck

Wish everything goes right

If wrong

I will make it goes left =)

Patient

Tough

Confident

Independent

All of these shits

Gotta come back to me

Learn to be

Adapt to use

Wise to choose

♥ ♥ ♥

*Flipping back*

Flipped back those memories

Makes me awww..

How happy and enjoyable we were once

Wondering if we could make it again in future

I will call it a toast to the days we had

Cheerss. ♥