Monday, May 31, 2010

Just Not in The Mood =/

My feeling is BLUE
It is somehow just not in the mood
Went to work
Wait for the time to pass
So i can finish my work and ciao
While doing some counter housekeeping
Heard some news
One of my colleague last day today
It is funny
I thought it is funny on how human being react sometimes
I learnt and see a lot of thing in life
Different people
Different perspectives
Different styles
Different thoughts
Somehow
All of us are just different in any angle
I heard the story of it
I found it is childish
Somehow
Both parties are childish
Shouldn't you supposed to know how to handle your responsibilities?
I mean when you are "someone" that given the responsibilities
You are supposed to know and can handle everything
Just not being childish
Not just complain this and that
While you yourself do the same shit
sigh~
Somehow
Im not someone "big"
I cant help anyone
I just treat it as a lesson
So i take double armor
Just to protect and prevent
I found that the M is just a lousy leader
Well,
This is the perspectives for now
Who knows
Maybe i can see something great on the M side
Hopefully~~
I just somehow pity A
A is a nice fella
Just that sometimes he too STRAIGHT
He doesnt like to polish shoes
I understand that
But somehow
Maybe there is something between that i dont know
I just heard it from one side
I guess i just need to experience it myself so i know what is going on actually
So complicated
Its just a small workplace
But can make it like a battlefield
Like a very BIg battlefield
Wonder why not the humans can live happily
When they are connected
They should appreciated with what they have
Somehow sometimes
People just need to experience the lost so they can appreciate each other
Be harmony please
For your future =/


Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Daniel Powter-Bad Day (lyrics)

Bad Day =(

Chapter 1
Im having a bad day
Woke up early in the morning
Not much i remembered
Just did some stupid activity that arranged by Parkson
So-called "FIRE DRILL"
What the heck is that?
Something like when the fire is around
You just gotta escape
Sounds ridiculous
When the time we line up
I guess we are burn to death already
IDIOT~!
I had a talked with some other gals from other brand
Gathered quite an information from them
I guess i just keep it in heart rather then write it out
Something confidential
Well,
Today sales just 1325
Quite bad actually
Dint hit my daily target
Replenish the stock
Learn something new today
About the store room and stock
The M came to work
Listen to the philosophy of work
Scan some to the memory as a reminder in future
Kinda shocked when heard of some conflict
Normal stuff
Conflict in your workplace
But just do your own task and mind your own business
Zipped it up guys
We are in a same boat
We are Teamwork
Dont forget that.

Chapter 2
This one worst
I thought i can back home fast
Who knows
The train got problem
I already check out later for almost 20mins
But the result i end up at home at 8pm
This is just a waste of time
But what can i do?
I do nothing but wait to the fucking to function
Gosh~~
Can you imagine you stand for 30mins to wait to get in the train?
And you stand for almost 1hour in the train?
Fuck that shit~!
It is the WORST day ever
Spoiled my mood
My foot pain like hell
Wearing a wrong shoes to work today
Not supposed to be in that heels.
Dammit!
Today will be the day that i fuck a lot
Its fucked up
Thats all i can said

Chapter 3
Reached home
Showering
Enjoying the Palmolive
Its just smells nice
Went down to mamak alone
Ordered Maggi Goreng Ayam
The Ayam was not tasty and i guess its still fresh in blood
Yucks!
The Maggi too soften to be eaten
The teh ais tasted like water
What the heck is wrong with me today?
God~!
Why you fool me up today?Sigh~
Went to fill in the water
Even the machine bully me
I put in 60cents but it doesnt work
While i walked away
The machine works on others
Wtf?
Will you mad when this shit happens?
Well,
Im speechless
What else will i get tomorrow?
We will see
I will update about it
Cant wait for tomorrow
I know what is it
I hope to tie you up tight tight


Friday, May 21, 2010

The End of Basic School Training ♥

Today was the last day of my training,
Will miss it so much,
Especially my colleague them,
From Kota Kinabalu, Kuantan, JB and of course KL too.
They were
Cherrie from KK,
Linda from JB,
Lai Ying and Sheryl from Kuantan,
Junne from PBU,
Prince from Sogo
Florence from IsetanGarden.
Different states,
Different prsonality,
Different ages,
And here we are together under one roof.
Funny how the way it was,
When i think back of the first day im there,
And now im done.
But is not the end yet,
Still have the long journey to go.
This is just a beginning of my journey.
But i act like it was my last journey.
Because we bid farewell to each other,
Taking contact number and email.
And not forget FB too.
=)

I got the cash ticket a lot so i won some gift,
It is a skincare set.
Prince won it too.
He won the category of creative person.
I think he is.
Geraldine gave some advice to us,
And she gaves me compliment.
Happy.
This is the hard work that give everyday,
So in return i got to win something in life.
Maybe thats what i learn in life.
We learn all the time.
No matter how old we are,
We are still learning.
Basically i learn something new everyday.
Just that i dont have good memory so i tend to be forgetful.
hmmm...
No cure.
Hardworking will help.

In these 5 days,
I learnt a lot.
Product knowledges,
Customer services,
Different personalities,
Handling different kind of people,
Sharing thoughts,
And i learn to adapt KL so called Hectic life.
I went to catch the train early morning,
Where all the people rushing to get gold,
After training,
Took KTM,
Worst experiences,
I hope i always the lucky one,
People pushing and pushing until all of them fix in that small train,
The smells,
The air,
Faint!!
I really hate that.
But i found that there are Ladies Couch.
I tried to be in there once.
And it was great.
Better a lot.
Some people are civilised but not all.
Still got men that dont care at all
But luckily the security there do their work.
They asked all the men out and let ladies in.
haha~! Good job dude!

This is what working life about.
Back to home,
My room,
My scent,
I smell that.
But something bothering me.
Loneliness.
I guess thats what life is about.
When you are far away from family,
This is what you will think,
Most of the time.
Miss my home,
Miss my B,
Miss my sisters,
Miss my ah pui and ah gal,
Miss the time back.
I want to do time reversing!!!!



Saturday, May 15, 2010

Exhausted =/


It has been an exhausted weekend for me
Working working and working
Off one day is not enough
But so far
Everything goes well
Nothing is wrong
I hit my target sales everyday
A good start
Even hit 4k twice
Its a very good result for me as a newbie
My manager also gave some compliments
Maybe to drive me to be better person
Im forced to be hardworking
And hard work did paid a good result
Long Long way to go
Many many things to learn
Time passed
Hard work proves it all

My
Cant imagine the day without you
Cant imagine the time without you
Cant imagine my life without you
You are so near to me
Yet i want it to be more
I guess im just greedy
Im spoiled
And now i need to learn to be independent
I need to be tough
I need to be strong
I need to hold back my tears
I need to hold back my childish attitude
I just gotta hold back everything
So that i could learn to live without you
I hope i can
I try to be i can
Just for you
B

Thursday, May 6, 2010

Day Off ♥

Perfect day off,
Yesterday was the happiest day ever,
Went to work with no worries,
Manager Offday,
Met a new colleague,
She's a make-up artist,
Happy-Go-Lucky person,
Humorous too,
Loud voice she had,
Taught me a lot of things,
Taught me to be a positive person all time,
With her working together,
No stress at all,
Maybe she just slowly come with me,
Told me about her story,
She worked for EsteeLauder for nine years,
Since she graduated from Diploma at Tarc,
She just like me,
Worked till now,
Beauty Consultant also then transferred to make-up artist,
I thought to transfer too,
Maybe after i master all the skills,
All of us fight for Japan trip,
I worked hard and learn hard,
So that i wont dissapoint the whole team,
Fight for JAPAN trip!!!!

Today is off day though,
can have a GOOD GOOD rest,
Legs muscle pain,
Toes and foot pain,
time to rest,
But still felt that the time tickle damn farking fast,
Can you just tickle slowly a bit??
So that my offday will be longer =)

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Working

Honeymoon is over,
This is the fourth day of working,
Im so exhausted,
Need to absorb lots of things in a short time,
I just gotta make myself love this job,
Sales sales sales,
Its all about sales,
sigh~
This makes me very stress,
But what can i do?
Seems like i dont have much choices,
I dont even know what i want to do,
Thats the farked up shit,
If don even know what to do then how to find choices?
So i just gotta adapt the environment and the cultures and the way how it works,
But so far,
I met a good colleague,
They are just nice,
Hopefully i can stand,
Hopefully i can be strong,
And hopefully i can be independent enough.
This job is all about ability,interest,independent and creative.
Creative in how to sell the products.
Sigh~Selling is sucking.
Shits do happen in life sometimes.

*Memories*




Before another day reach,
I always flipped back to the past,
I think i like to think back about the past,
Thought back to the days that we always hanging out,
Tiru,KuanJie,Kelv,Sean and Brian.
They were the friends that i used to be with after i raeched here,
They were just awesome,
Thats all i can said,
Although the days with them were short,
But it feels like years,
Laughter never stops us,
Jokes never leave us,
Craps never miss out.
I miss the days with them.
I really hope that we will be hanging out again like we used to be.
Everyday i mean.
I dont mind to listen to crap everyday.
It makes my day.
It carves a =) on my face.
I just miss them so much.
Tiru the cold one,
KuanJie the blurr one,
Kelv the humourous one,
Sean the quiet one,
Brian the funniest one.
Different type of men live together creates the special aura.
Hahaha!!