♥ ♥ ♥ B.A.D ♥ ♥ ♥

What more can i say?

There's nothing more to say

Because i was in the story

Stuck in the middle

Messing with the problems

Hoping the situation wont get worst

What more can i ask for?

There's nothing much i can ask

Besides of

Waiting Waiting Waiting

Waiting for the time to pass

Waiting for the time to prove

Waiting for the time to change

Waiting for the time to decide

For my job hunting

It was down

One down

Means i was accepted

1st of May will be the battle

That will be my first day at work

Wish myself luck

Wish everything goes right

If wrong

I will make it goes left =)

Patient

Tough

Confident

Independent

All of these shits

Gotta come back to me

Learn to be

Adapt to use

Wise to choose

♥ ♥ ♥

*Flipping back*

Flipped back those memories

Makes me awww..

How happy and enjoyable we were once

Wondering if we could make it again in future

I will call it a toast to the days we had

Cheerss. ♥

Dilemma =(

No matter what i do,

All i think about is you,

Baby..I do..

I do love you...

(Dilemma-nelly feat kelly) If not mistaken =P

❤

Suddenly that song popped up in my mind

So ive been thinking

Why do i make my life in dilemma?

Why i make it hard to choose?

Which one to go?

Which one to stay?

This decision influence my life a lot

It is about to change the whole life

Do you ever feel like quitting?

Quit the things that still running in your life?

I mean

They still running and processing in your life

Do you ever feel like stop them from moving?

Do you ever feel like changing yourself?

Do you ever feel like get out from your current life?

Well,i do.

I hope i can make the things change

Change into the way i want

I hope i can get out from my current life

I hope to make a new changing in my life

I hope i can do everything i want

I hope that no ones control my freedom

Im stuck in between

Between the old one and the new one

Between the past and the present

Which is the best?

Although i prefer the present and the new

But,

Do i really have the chances to choose?

I want the present but i cant let go the past

Do we really can let go something easily in life?

I bet it is hard right?

I bet we gonna get through all the obstacles before we step in the new life.

God,if you hear me,

I just want to ask for one more chance,

One more request,

Please make a change in my life

Please spare me with freedom.

Thank you.

❤

Changes ♥

Nothing lasts forever

Everything could change

In a second, you're here

In another second, you're there

Like me

In a second, Im here

In a second, Im there

Darn.

It is a certain change or uncertainty change?

Im wondering.

Someone told me

We change every second

Our mind our thoughts

Even the beauty of a flower

They dont last forever

They live for one day

And die in another day

Is change important?

I think it is

If can, i want to change

If the time allows, I want to change my time

If the nature allows, I want to change everything

And if God allows, I want to change my life

But,

There's one thing that i wont change

Myself. =)

I know im not a good and sweet person

But,

Im happy with what i am

I do what i like

I say what i want

Maybe sometimes people find out it annoying

But,

Thats Cherly.

Something just bothering me

I found out that

Actually

Im still holding on something

Something is a feeling

A feeling towards

I realised

Im still not letting go

Why God must have it that way?

Why must someone that you forgotten haunted you back?

Why me?

Is there a reason why YOU do that?

Come on!

I want to let go

Let go!

Dont haunt me with the past.

Dont disturb me pls.

Sigh~~Lifeless ♥

♥ Roller Coaster Rides ♥

Past few days,

I realised that life is weird

Everyone's are fighting to the top

But,

Where is the top?

Im so confused

Future behold in my hands

Whether,

I grabbed the chances

Or,

I missed the opportunities

Everything fall in the wrong timing

The vision was dark

My mind was so blurred up

Almost burst out when it comes to think

My ♥

The faith between us

Brought you to me

To knock me

To tell me

That you are mine

That im yours

We were meant to be together

Everytime i see you

The smile would just carved on my face

Everytime i touch you

My heart beats beating my chest

Everytime i hold you

My mind said im lucky im in love with you

Lucky to have been

Where i have been

I know you wont leave me

I know you will always be there for me

I know

When you said you are about to leave

My heart asked me to stop you

My hands asked me to hold you down

But

I know you leave for good

I know you heart will stay with me here

I know and I understand

♥♥♥