Dilemma =(

No matter what i do,

All i think about is you,

Baby..I do..

I do love you...

(Dilemma-nelly feat kelly) If not mistaken =P

❤

Suddenly that song popped up in my mind

So ive been thinking

Why do i make my life in dilemma?

Why i make it hard to choose?

Which one to go?

Which one to stay?

This decision influence my life a lot

It is about to change the whole life

Do you ever feel like quitting?

Quit the things that still running in your life?

I mean

They still running and processing in your life

Do you ever feel like stop them from moving?

Do you ever feel like changing yourself?

Do you ever feel like get out from your current life?

Well,i do.

I hope i can make the things change

Change into the way i want

I hope i can get out from my current life

I hope to make a new changing in my life

I hope i can do everything i want

I hope that no ones control my freedom

Im stuck in between

Between the old one and the new one

Between the past and the present

Which is the best?

Although i prefer the present and the new

But,

Do i really have the chances to choose?

I want the present but i cant let go the past

Do we really can let go something easily in life?

I bet it is hard right?

I bet we gonna get through all the obstacles before we step in the new life.

God,if you hear me,

I just want to ask for one more chance,

One more request,

Please make a change in my life

Please spare me with freedom.

Thank you.

❤